Tonight, I had a little snack with my biggest competition.
ANYWAY! I’d been a tad disheartened since the lesson. Tonight cheered me right up and got me excited again. I’m not the only one who gets the wind knocked out of her sails at lessons and that knowledge is amazingly comforting. I came home and practiced.. and had fun! After all the $$ we shelled out for lessons and the commitment I’ve started towards maybe-kinda-sorta-probably starting my Masters next year, I had begun to fear that this step was a terrible mistake. Maybe sticking close to Jessie and talking this stuff out is all the remedy I need. Even talking about the audition was therapeutic. I’d been holding so much in and now, everybody knows and I’m still ok. Made a mountain out of a mole hole and got my stress shoved up my…..